Sep 15, 2011 17:21
To the Strange World of Emily,
I always thought that George was the most respectful gentleman i ever met in my life. I guess i was wrong....Maybe i rubbed him the wrong way but i did not intend to. I wanted to be in the room so i could finish folding my laundry. I don't understand why men cannot complete their other end of the agreement. I understand that men need their space and i respectfully understand that.I agreed to let him have space until 3pm in order for him to complete his own needs which is porn, obviously. I have no objections that he do porn because i do enjoy it with him. Porn is always a alternative to satisfy yourself, right?
I have been trying to be good to him, I have been trying to show him that I can be a reliable friend and someone that he can trust and show him that he can be comfortable around me anytime.
I have been doing house chores such as laundry, kitchen stuff extra because he just had his surgery and He is unable to move that much so I am putting in as much extra responsibility than normal.
I have met a lot of jerks and I just cant believe someone who is good to me has to be a JERK!?
I am on my woman's day and I am trying to hide my emotions because he don't like it. But when I am on woman's day, i cant help showing my emotions because it is how i am when I am on my woman's day and make it worse, I do have cramps when I am on it. I am crying right now because he said, " do you have to be here?" Hello, its my room and I was trying to finish folding clothes so it can be put away but guess what? He has to be a jerk and say, " i don't want extra activity and say that i was annoying him. What a jerk honestly.
I am trying everything to make our friendship stronger and make it last longer. I am trying to improve as much i can.. I dont want to be the old emily if you know what i mean??
I am really tired of men being jerks... I just cant believe that he has to be a jerk to piss me off. Why cant a men learn to be nice and be sensitive to women's feelings.
all almost of my relationships, all were all jerks except Thomas and Brett and George.
I think i will never meet a gentleman ever again.. I don't wanna deal with jerks anymore.
I did a lot for him.. sighs i have so much emotions that are flying out of me..
he is a jerk again...... a jerk always will be,, once a jerk will always be a jerk again...
I might as well stay single because every time i talk to a guy it always fade..
jerks...men.....