speaking (of)to myself
figuring out what is wrong with oneself can be the most difficult thing ive come to notice..
where are my shoes? eh, who cares!
you can analyze yourself in the mirror all night long and only come to the conclusion that youre vein.
you can monitor your daily life in written form. just to realize that its probably a pattern.
you can sit in dark rooms and think.. but where the fuck is that gonna get you? its dark.. even if you wanted to get anywhere.. youll just stumble and fall, realizing "hey, this isnt the first time ive fell.."
youll fall for anything if you dont stand for something.
but standing for something means knowing yourself.. do you know yourself?
get a pen and a paper.. write ten characteristics about yourself. then write ten about your worst enemy.. youll see, that youre only writing about yourself..
the point im trying to make is.. you dont like yourself, and neither do i. being myself that is.. ive felt this way for awhile now.. tonight just really didnt help! suicide is the easy way out.. and being the person i am.. why would i let anyone, including myself, off that fucking easy! apologies are over rated, hatred is an excuse for giving up and the way i see it is..
nothing is going to get better so suck it up and keep on hating the person thats staring at you in that mirror!
soon it will all become just another blur
where are my shoes? eh, who cares!
you can analyze yourself in the mirror all night long and only come to the conclusion that youre vein.
you can monitor your daily life in written form. just to realize that its probably a pattern.
you can sit in dark rooms and think.. but where the fuck is that gonna get you? its dark.. even if you wanted to get anywhere.. youll just stumble and fall, realizing "hey, this isnt the first time ive fell.."
youll fall for anything if you dont stand for something.
but standing for something means knowing yourself.. do you know yourself?
get a pen and a paper.. write ten characteristics about yourself. then write ten about your worst enemy.. youll see, that youre only writing about yourself..
the point im trying to make is.. you dont like yourself, and neither do i. being myself that is.. ive felt this way for awhile now.. tonight just really didnt help! suicide is the easy way out.. and being the person i am.. why would i let anyone, including myself, off that fucking easy! apologies are over rated, hatred is an excuse for giving up and the way i see it is..
nothing is going to get better so suck it up and keep on hating the person thats staring at you in that mirror!
soon it will all become just another blur