Apr 16, 2006 00:47
well today was the day where i had to say my final goodbyes to shawn! i will never forget though, i have to drive past the accident almost everyday. still kinda is surreal to see where it happened. but what am i todo huh? well the dude from cnn is working my my tattoo design for shawn. cnn you ask? some guy my sister knows. supposed to be great with the shop. soo yea. hopefully that will all be going down wed. we will see how much this one will be setting me back. but its worth it, i think my mom is gonna pitch in for the cost as well. storm will hook me up, so i am not sweating the price tag all that much.. just the pain! but its worth it. he gave so much for me... blood sweat and tears.. now its my turn.
the funeral did have one happy thing happen. the whole crew, excluding bob and mikey, went out to eat afterwards like old times. it was great, plenty of laughter! it helped! DONT ASK ABOUT BOB AND MIKEY WHO FUCKING KNOWS WHY THEY WERENT THERE! EVEN ONE OF MIKEYS EX WAS THERE, WE DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHE KNEW SHAWN!!!!! AND BOB, WELL DONT GET ME STARTED ON BOB.. THE BEACH I GUESS IS JUST MORE IMPORTANT... NO FURTHER COMMENT!
still not happy with you two.
after the day with the "family".. went to see my lady, she can bring a smile to my face in even the worst of times! shes an amazing girl. full of energy and laughter, just great! not to mention beautiful! i hope youre jealous because you should be...
well im done here!