If you don't want to know about my problems then dont read this entry
I guess I wouldn't really call it rambling... I'm actually kinda stoned right now too but... that's not really anything new as most of you know... ;op Some of you have talked to me recently... some of you have not... since the last time I posted things have just been relatively shitty...I went to lollapalooza but got sent to the hospital after the first two bands and was there til ten pm that night... and got back to my car to find my windows bashed in after someone tried to break in... that was all on friday...In this I have realized that due to the mounds of unluckiness I have had during the past five or six weeks I have done nothing but shut out people that actually give a shit about me and what happens. For that I am sorry. I'm sure that a lot of you understand me being a little distracted, I guess you could say, with the loss of my dad. But I've been scared of opening up. Honestly... I know that there are people who read this that don't care. But I know that there are some that do. I haven't really been being myself because I've been too closed off. And for some reason it makes me feel better having said all of this.