suckage
Today was a terrible day.
I'm not quite sure how I'm keeping sane.
We seem to take a step forward, and then all of a sudden my mom brings us about 3 steps back. It's her nature, though. Learned helplessness. PTSD. Trust issues. She is such a textbook case for half of an abnormal psych class.
I've gotten a lot stronger, though, since the last time I had to deal with this. I haven't actually cried once. We had a pretty nasty fight today, but I didn't break down. She wouldn't even let me go inside the house today.
Blah, I need to sleep. Need to wake up earlier tomorrow.
/end disjointed angsty thought pattern
I'm not quite sure how I'm keeping sane.
We seem to take a step forward, and then all of a sudden my mom brings us about 3 steps back. It's her nature, though. Learned helplessness. PTSD. Trust issues. She is such a textbook case for half of an abnormal psych class.
I've gotten a lot stronger, though, since the last time I had to deal with this. I haven't actually cried once. We had a pretty nasty fight today, but I didn't break down. She wouldn't even let me go inside the house today.
Blah, I need to sleep. Need to wake up earlier tomorrow.
/end disjointed angsty thought pattern