because all i ever do is whine
I feel so awful...physically and mentally. I still have to do my prelab for tomorrow though I never got a response from my professor or TA as to the required format. I hope I don't get in trouble for not going to lab today.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with the right side of my head. My doctor gave me a neurological exam (when I went to get antibiotics) and I don't have any kind of obstruction of any brain structure because I have no neurological symptoms, just pain in the right half of my brain in a very specific area. Rationally I knew there was nothing like a tumor or anything involved because I could've given myself that neurological exam...but I admit that it made me feel a little better to have my doctor tell me it was nothing like that. She said that either wellbutrin and zoloft alone can cause "that" (I don't even know for sure what she was referring to, I assume she meant a localized pain in one half of the head) and that together they can make "it" even worse. I don't know what it is but my head hurts so much... And I know the severity of the pain is related somehow to my current illness.
I'm going to be up a while working on this prelab and I just want to go to bed. I might leave it to finish in the morning or between lecture and lab (I have an hour but I will also need to eat during that time.) I am so burnt out right now what I really want to do is drop both the lecture and lab but I know that would be stupid. However, it would also be stupid to attempt something that I know that I can't finish.
This song makes me sad. But I don't want to stop listening to it.
P.S. I hate progesterone. More specifically I hate the peak and then sudden drop in concentration of it in my body before my period that makes me feel like crying for no reason (one hypothesis for why women get depressed before their periods...the body is going through progesterone withdrawal in some way because, like I said, you have a huge spike in the hormone and then it mostly goes away.)
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with the right side of my head. My doctor gave me a neurological exam (when I went to get antibiotics) and I don't have any kind of obstruction of any brain structure because I have no neurological symptoms, just pain in the right half of my brain in a very specific area. Rationally I knew there was nothing like a tumor or anything involved because I could've given myself that neurological exam...but I admit that it made me feel a little better to have my doctor tell me it was nothing like that. She said that either wellbutrin and zoloft alone can cause "that" (I don't even know for sure what she was referring to, I assume she meant a localized pain in one half of the head) and that together they can make "it" even worse. I don't know what it is but my head hurts so much... And I know the severity of the pain is related somehow to my current illness.
I'm going to be up a while working on this prelab and I just want to go to bed. I might leave it to finish in the morning or between lecture and lab (I have an hour but I will also need to eat during that time.) I am so burnt out right now what I really want to do is drop both the lecture and lab but I know that would be stupid. However, it would also be stupid to attempt something that I know that I can't finish.
This song makes me sad. But I don't want to stop listening to it.
P.S. I hate progesterone. More specifically I hate the peak and then sudden drop in concentration of it in my body before my period that makes me feel like crying for no reason (one hypothesis for why women get depressed before their periods...the body is going through progesterone withdrawal in some way because, like I said, you have a huge spike in the hormone and then it mostly goes away.)