randomness
People shit me.
Happy Birthday Maggs, and Happy Birthday top Janelle for tomorrow, oh and for Kae the day after that.
I heard from a very old friend today. It was nice, we used to be quite close, well as close as an internet friendship can be. In the time we haven't spoken he's gotten married, and is now expecting his first child. He wrote to tell me that if its a girl he will use my name as her middle name.
I have a headache.
I REALLY FUCKING HATE THE HEAT.
I cant wait for Maggs to get back, I REALLY need a big vent session and for her to help me make sense of life again. Not to mention she is the only person that will give me a good massage.
I am worried about a friend, I hope she is ok, but I cant get in contact with her.
I still despise the psycho, and am unsure of whether I can continue to remain as calm as I have. MY biggest fear now is that if I saw her on the street I would want to beat her fucking brains in. (yes that copncerns me because I am not a violent person).
THEY keep trying to get messages to me, but I'm not actively listening. I should, I know I should, but its like I'm scared to hear what they have to hear.
I watched a doco called The Lazarus Phenomenon today. Overall I was dissappointed. Its about near death experiences, but it was so obviously made by a Christian doco maker.
I am missing working at AA. At least when I'm up there I can get away from everyone. Its ok, its only another week and then I'll be back.
Wendy is expecting me to go to Geelong. I dont want to.
Her and Andy are going to the tennis. I am dreading it because I know they'll come back all buddy buddy, and she will just forget everything thats happened.
Meh, everyone sucks... I'm going to play poker.
Happy Birthday Maggs, and Happy Birthday top Janelle for tomorrow, oh and for Kae the day after that.
I heard from a very old friend today. It was nice, we used to be quite close, well as close as an internet friendship can be. In the time we haven't spoken he's gotten married, and is now expecting his first child. He wrote to tell me that if its a girl he will use my name as her middle name.
I have a headache.
I REALLY FUCKING HATE THE HEAT.
I cant wait for Maggs to get back, I REALLY need a big vent session and for her to help me make sense of life again. Not to mention she is the only person that will give me a good massage.
I am worried about a friend, I hope she is ok, but I cant get in contact with her.
I still despise the psycho, and am unsure of whether I can continue to remain as calm as I have. MY biggest fear now is that if I saw her on the street I would want to beat her fucking brains in. (yes that copncerns me because I am not a violent person).
THEY keep trying to get messages to me, but I'm not actively listening. I should, I know I should, but its like I'm scared to hear what they have to hear.
I watched a doco called The Lazarus Phenomenon today. Overall I was dissappointed. Its about near death experiences, but it was so obviously made by a Christian doco maker.
I am missing working at AA. At least when I'm up there I can get away from everyone. Its ok, its only another week and then I'll be back.
Wendy is expecting me to go to Geelong. I dont want to.
Her and Andy are going to the tennis. I am dreading it because I know they'll come back all buddy buddy, and she will just forget everything thats happened.
Meh, everyone sucks... I'm going to play poker.