Oh GOD...it IS true!
I just realized something very important about myself...I am embarrassed about EVERYTHING. It is a horrible affliction that affects as many as 5 out of a billion people every year. ("I suffer from Voice Immodulation Tina, I cannot change the volume or pitch of my voice...")
I really think that things were horribly out of control in highschool, but now that I am away I am getting better, but it is still pretty bad. I mean I have to most severe form, where if people are getting embarrassed on TV I get embarrassed, so much so that I even may change the channel. L is for what a huge loser you are! I think that my has been personal life was worst though. I get REALLLLLLY uncomfortable with all of that smoochy moochy kissy kiss stuff. So every time that I think about 'Things' that I have done (geez you guys are a bunch of perverts!) I still get flushed and embarrassed! *shivers* I really don't know how girls can do all that mush crap....EEEEEEWWWWWW COOTIES!!! Honestly I am going to need a guy that is like tough as nails with little to no emotions and TOTALLY takes charge...oh and he has to be super hot. But speaking honestly I still think that I would get all nervous anyway. But I still can't understand all of the other things that I freak out about...like my whole phone phobia. Actually since I started talking to my recruiter I have almost over come that little problem, it used to be so bad that I wouldn't even call the freakin' library! I used to get Zack-a-Bee to do all of my phone calling dirty work, but I it all up to me now. I just have to get better you know, just think of the old me at bootcamp...they would ream me...they still are going to ream me! I go to the gum alot now and all of these ladies in the locker room just change right there in front of everyone...holy crap! That is the hardest thing that I am going to have to do when I am in bootcamp...ever!
Getting undressed in front of all of the other girls, it will be like a nightmare come true! Seriously my fears don't have any ground to stand on or anything...they all have the same equipment, nothing they haven't seen for any number of years...maybe different colors, but that is it. BUT STILL! I guess I don't have to worry about dropping the soap...good for me ms. fumble fingers.
Ms. red ears and cheeks is more like it.
I really think that things were horribly out of control in highschool, but now that I am away I am getting better, but it is still pretty bad. I mean I have to most severe form, where if people are getting embarrassed on TV I get embarrassed, so much so that I even may change the channel. L is for what a huge loser you are! I think that my has been personal life was worst though. I get REALLLLLLY uncomfortable with all of that smoochy moochy kissy kiss stuff. So every time that I think about 'Things' that I have done (geez you guys are a bunch of perverts!) I still get flushed and embarrassed! *shivers* I really don't know how girls can do all that mush crap....EEEEEEWWWWWW COOTIES!!! Honestly I am going to need a guy that is like tough as nails with little to no emotions and TOTALLY takes charge...oh and he has to be super hot. But speaking honestly I still think that I would get all nervous anyway. But I still can't understand all of the other things that I freak out about...like my whole phone phobia. Actually since I started talking to my recruiter I have almost over come that little problem, it used to be so bad that I wouldn't even call the freakin' library! I used to get Zack-a-Bee to do all of my phone calling dirty work, but I it all up to me now. I just have to get better you know, just think of the old me at bootcamp...they would ream me...they still are going to ream me! I go to the gum alot now and all of these ladies in the locker room just change right there in front of everyone...holy crap! That is the hardest thing that I am going to have to do when I am in bootcamp...ever!
Getting undressed in front of all of the other girls, it will be like a nightmare come true! Seriously my fears don't have any ground to stand on or anything...they all have the same equipment, nothing they haven't seen for any number of years...maybe different colors, but that is it. BUT STILL! I guess I don't have to worry about dropping the soap...good for me ms. fumble fingers.
Ms. red ears and cheeks is more like it.