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Health:
asthma seems to be doing well when I am regularly using my daily inhaler. haven't used the rescue since like... last... -maybe- I used it... last... friday? thursday? I don't know. thats' very good.
shin appears to be a bone bruise. up to 6 months to heal. it's still a bitch.
need therapy. no money. ffffff.
want to quit smoking and don't feel ready.
School:
Got an A in my summer class. Planning to take the year "easy" with full time, not over full time like usual. >.> cause I'm so smrt like that. That means I'll be in longer, but I hopefully will have less of a chance to explode.
Also, need to talk to Alex R about working with him in the lab. I dunno.
Friends:
Pretty damn awesome. Haven't seen Paige in ages. Brent's buggin the shit outta me and everyone else. He's stopped calling me. apparently he got the hint? or he's mad at us all for not giving him drinks. or he's just mad at me. It doesn't really matter. hah. the quiet is nice.
Miss Corvallis peeps.
Work:
Driving me mothshit. it's like batshit, but with moths. I'm frustrated right now because of the commute and low hours. it's always about the commute for me. Also, keep getting stuck in traffic because I don't get moving in the "morning". Also, still paranoid Christine is gonna come in and tell me I'm a fuckup, not in those words but clearly enough. I have to go in tomorrow, make diet and measure ingredients. extra hours is good. That I didn't do it on sunday and thus save myself some gas is not good. However, sunday was shitty.
Don't know if I'll keep this job when fall rolls around. I didn't have a job for a while cos I thought it'd detract from school. I was kinda right.
Pets:
I miss my Eew-kitty. The Guild of Calamitous Intent are plotting calamitous things, Ziggy Stardust is cute and curious as always, and Chandra is the cutest bunny ever. She's not all that happy right now because she thinks the fancy, expensive pellets I bought her are gross. she wants the cheap stuff. picky picky picky.
Home:
....
dad's working on the fridge now. oven works too. kitchen is looking pretty good. I don't have the energy/spoons to help out. makes me feel worse. ha. s'okay tho. I'll do it when I can.
Plans:
Move out when I get fall financial aid.
Should I talk to my boss about picking up more responsibilities in the main lab? I don't want to work more days tho, because of the commute costing 1/3-1/2 of a days' pay. hardly seems worth it. it was better when I had bus pass and other reasons to be in town.
work tomorrow and take my 'puter to Matt, again, for its stupid issues. pay attention to what he does this time. hope it's quick.
possible coffee with ten tomorrow.
else, stay home and not spend money, at least til next paycheck. bleh. lame.
Want to go driving.
I feel:
crappy, pretty much. I know I need something and I don't know what it is.
asthma seems to be doing well when I am regularly using my daily inhaler. haven't used the rescue since like... last... -maybe- I used it... last... friday? thursday? I don't know. thats' very good.
shin appears to be a bone bruise. up to 6 months to heal. it's still a bitch.
need therapy. no money. ffffff.
want to quit smoking and don't feel ready.
School:
Got an A in my summer class. Planning to take the year "easy" with full time, not over full time like usual. >.> cause I'm so smrt like that. That means I'll be in longer, but I hopefully will have less of a chance to explode.
Also, need to talk to Alex R about working with him in the lab. I dunno.
Friends:
Pretty damn awesome. Haven't seen Paige in ages. Brent's buggin the shit outta me and everyone else. He's stopped calling me. apparently he got the hint? or he's mad at us all for not giving him drinks. or he's just mad at me. It doesn't really matter. hah. the quiet is nice.
Miss Corvallis peeps.
Work:
Driving me mothshit. it's like batshit, but with moths. I'm frustrated right now because of the commute and low hours. it's always about the commute for me. Also, keep getting stuck in traffic because I don't get moving in the "morning". Also, still paranoid Christine is gonna come in and tell me I'm a fuckup, not in those words but clearly enough. I have to go in tomorrow, make diet and measure ingredients. extra hours is good. That I didn't do it on sunday and thus save myself some gas is not good. However, sunday was shitty.
Don't know if I'll keep this job when fall rolls around. I didn't have a job for a while cos I thought it'd detract from school. I was kinda right.
Pets:
I miss my Eew-kitty. The Guild of Calamitous Intent are plotting calamitous things, Ziggy Stardust is cute and curious as always, and Chandra is the cutest bunny ever. She's not all that happy right now because she thinks the fancy, expensive pellets I bought her are gross. she wants the cheap stuff. picky picky picky.
Home:
....
dad's working on the fridge now. oven works too. kitchen is looking pretty good. I don't have the energy/spoons to help out. makes me feel worse. ha. s'okay tho. I'll do it when I can.
Plans:
Move out when I get fall financial aid.
Should I talk to my boss about picking up more responsibilities in the main lab? I don't want to work more days tho, because of the commute costing 1/3-1/2 of a days' pay. hardly seems worth it. it was better when I had bus pass and other reasons to be in town.
work tomorrow and take my 'puter to Matt, again, for its stupid issues. pay attention to what he does this time. hope it's quick.
possible coffee with ten tomorrow.
else, stay home and not spend money, at least til next paycheck. bleh. lame.
Want to go driving.
I feel:
crappy, pretty much. I know I need something and I don't know what it is.