Just so everyone knows
It was just pointed out to me how depressing this journal is, sooo. I just wanted to say that since I met melissa and started to spend time with her. She has actually made me happier now than at any other point of my life. Sure I can still swing to extremes with the whining and get really down on myself. But it is in strictly limited doses. If you ever want a perfect life, full of happiness. Live a life with Mel. I really should show how great it is more often.