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[doorcloser]

I started crying about 4 chapters from the end of the book.
I'm still crying.
I can't decide if it's the book that made me cry

I'm so tired

I don't want to have pain
I don't want to be so disappointed in myself

I don't want my mom or my friends to be disappointed in me

I just want to overcome it all

Is that too much to ask for?

It's my turn to win

isn't it?