I miss my love
I'm trying to make the best of this time without stuart.
I'm making sure I see all of my friends that I don't make time for when I'm with stuart.
So last night I stayed out all night and just hung out.
Nothing special.
But OMG ariel and i went from place to place all night and on our way to the place we spent the night we almost had a wreck and it would have been the end of me NO JOKE!
I was under the influence but not much so I figured I was fine.. and for the most part i was.. but We were about one block from their house eat a two way stop and I stopped looked both ways and went but a dark colored SUV was coming and i guess ariel was right in the way and I didn't see it AT ALL.
We came about 1 foot from smashing into them. It was terrifying.
Thank God for good brakes.
I will never be so irresponsible again.
I always want to stay out all night and but can't.
last night I realized I don't like staying out all night.
I like being in my own bed at a somewhat decent hour.
Friday night I stayed out past my curfew but I went home none the less and I like that a lot better.
oh and Bryant lost to Oak Mountain 7-28. blah!
I had fun cheering at that game thought cause I didn't have anything better to do like.. be with stuart. That's a plus for him not being here. But I hate not having him here.
saturday I woke up at about 3pm and that was awesome.
It's been a long time since I got to do that.
My mom woke me up by telling me that she had a $115.00 in her account that she thought was mine so she is giving it to me.. hard to explain but extra $ is always good.
so I got up and started toward the kitchen but there was a SNAKE in the hallway!
I went to tell my mom but she said I had to deal with it, so I went back to try to get it out and it was gone.
THERE IS A SNAKE SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE!!!
I went to work, I went shopping, I had a picnic style cookout dinner with Ariel and her mom and I "partied" for the rest of the night.
How perfect is that.
My grades were 81,71,100,99 Physics is kicking my ass and I hate doing homework. I'm going to have to get over that.
Today I'm going to work on the fright factory.
And do my homework.
peace
I'm out
I'm making sure I see all of my friends that I don't make time for when I'm with stuart.
So last night I stayed out all night and just hung out.
Nothing special.
But OMG ariel and i went from place to place all night and on our way to the place we spent the night we almost had a wreck and it would have been the end of me NO JOKE!
I was under the influence but not much so I figured I was fine.. and for the most part i was.. but We were about one block from their house eat a two way stop and I stopped looked both ways and went but a dark colored SUV was coming and i guess ariel was right in the way and I didn't see it AT ALL.
We came about 1 foot from smashing into them. It was terrifying.
Thank God for good brakes.
I will never be so irresponsible again.
I always want to stay out all night and but can't.
last night I realized I don't like staying out all night.
I like being in my own bed at a somewhat decent hour.
Friday night I stayed out past my curfew but I went home none the less and I like that a lot better.
oh and Bryant lost to Oak Mountain 7-28. blah!
I had fun cheering at that game thought cause I didn't have anything better to do like.. be with stuart. That's a plus for him not being here. But I hate not having him here.
saturday I woke up at about 3pm and that was awesome.
It's been a long time since I got to do that.
My mom woke me up by telling me that she had a $115.00 in her account that she thought was mine so she is giving it to me.. hard to explain but extra $ is always good.
so I got up and started toward the kitchen but there was a SNAKE in the hallway!
I went to tell my mom but she said I had to deal with it, so I went back to try to get it out and it was gone.
THERE IS A SNAKE SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE!!!
I went to work, I went shopping, I had a picnic style cookout dinner with Ariel and her mom and I "partied" for the rest of the night.
How perfect is that.
My grades were 81,71,100,99 Physics is kicking my ass and I hate doing homework. I'm going to have to get over that.
Today I'm going to work on the fright factory.
And do my homework.
peace
I'm out