Oct 14, 2005 12:50
i'm stressing out today. i feel like i won't finish anything that i've started. I had relief for 2 weeks where i felt relaxed. The past few days have been a little hard and stressful. i think i'll be fine. i just need help--lots of it!!!
damn it to hell that i don't know how to program C++. Damn it to hell!!
To do list:
Finish proposal
finish experiment stimuli
Write a teaching statement
Write a research statement
it doesn't seem like a lot, but it is. and only i really know exactly how much work this is, because i'm the one who has to do it!!!
*freaking out* a minor spike in my feeble stressed out brain.