im sorry i have a bad memory
being in a piss ass mood sucks. but i cant seem to get out of it. hoping sleep will help, but i think pms and the amount of work looming over my head are going to outweigh the chances of being nice to anyone for the rest of the week. i am going to try my hardest, but at this point... no, im not going to think like that- it doesnt matter how i feel, i will be nice to everyone!
on another note....
something thats been bugging me...
please tell me if i do things that bother you or offend you to the slightest degree, cause i hate feeling like a bitch cause i end up making assumptions and insinuations from body language and intonation. i feel like ive been perceived as a bitch, and that probably i have been coming off as one, but i havent meant to if it happened.
have you ever had the feeling like you can't understand the reasoning for anything that previously enterred your mind or came out of your mouth...like, "why did i say that? do i really think that? does it make sense? am i lying? am i making up opinions for some reason, if so, what reason? why is it so hard for me to make up my mind?"
ok, time for bed...sanity is long gone, hoping 8 hours will help me recover it.
love.
on another note....
something thats been bugging me...
please tell me if i do things that bother you or offend you to the slightest degree, cause i hate feeling like a bitch cause i end up making assumptions and insinuations from body language and intonation. i feel like ive been perceived as a bitch, and that probably i have been coming off as one, but i havent meant to if it happened.
have you ever had the feeling like you can't understand the reasoning for anything that previously enterred your mind or came out of your mouth...like, "why did i say that? do i really think that? does it make sense? am i lying? am i making up opinions for some reason, if so, what reason? why is it so hard for me to make up my mind?"
ok, time for bed...sanity is long gone, hoping 8 hours will help me recover it.
love.