In time you scream to no one.
I havent updated in ages.
The last few weekends have been really fun - lots of staying up til 6am and sleeping late. I fear it is beggining to catch up with me now though. havent been feeling very well the last few days, all weak and tired and shit, anyway i took the day off college today because i felt like death when i got up this morning. anyway, one more night of good sleep and ill be ok, i hope. Think ive just burnt myslef out - but the next three weekends are all booked up with stuff to do so not much rest going to be happening.
College is still shit - over the hols they updated the system and lost ALL the work everyones done since the start (bar the word stuff but i havent even started that). so i landed up talking myself out of my last class yesterday. So much for starting afresh after the holidays.
I have a report to hand in tommorow and not a single bit of research has been done let alone actually starting it. i also have an essay to do but that shouldnt be too hard, so ill take the notes home and do it at the weekend. maybe.
Im bored in my little rut.
The sad thing is for all the time ive missed - i dont give a shit about it.
Anyway end of that. Ive spent loads more time with Joss over the last week than normal which is awesome. makes me happy.
Im looking forward to halloween even though i have no idea whats going on.
I should stop smoking and taking drugs - but i dont want to. Its quite sad that i really enjoy my little self destructive streak.
Shame there isnt a simple answer to anything.
I saw Mr Cherry yesterday! that cheered me up, it had been like three weeks or soemthing lame. still sucks that barely anyone in the class tlaks to us and all the others are in totaly different days.
thats enoguh bulshit for today.
xx
The last few weekends have been really fun - lots of staying up til 6am and sleeping late. I fear it is beggining to catch up with me now though. havent been feeling very well the last few days, all weak and tired and shit, anyway i took the day off college today because i felt like death when i got up this morning. anyway, one more night of good sleep and ill be ok, i hope. Think ive just burnt myslef out - but the next three weekends are all booked up with stuff to do so not much rest going to be happening.
College is still shit - over the hols they updated the system and lost ALL the work everyones done since the start (bar the word stuff but i havent even started that). so i landed up talking myself out of my last class yesterday. So much for starting afresh after the holidays.
I have a report to hand in tommorow and not a single bit of research has been done let alone actually starting it. i also have an essay to do but that shouldnt be too hard, so ill take the notes home and do it at the weekend. maybe.
Im bored in my little rut.
The sad thing is for all the time ive missed - i dont give a shit about it.
Anyway end of that. Ive spent loads more time with Joss over the last week than normal which is awesome. makes me happy.
Im looking forward to halloween even though i have no idea whats going on.
I should stop smoking and taking drugs - but i dont want to. Its quite sad that i really enjoy my little self destructive streak.
Shame there isnt a simple answer to anything.
I saw Mr Cherry yesterday! that cheered me up, it had been like three weeks or soemthing lame. still sucks that barely anyone in the class tlaks to us and all the others are in totaly different days.
thats enoguh bulshit for today.
xx