The Friday sun bears down again.
I had a bad day ... or least it seemed bad. woke up tired - managed to loose the front door key from the distance from the door to the car (about 6m), for a large part of the day i thought i actually might have eaten it , having had a couple of bits of chicken roll in my hand at the time.
Work was boring.
Yesterday was ok. Joss came round early and we watched Sugar rush (the ending wasnt that great after all), and hung out at my house all morning. Smoked some pot - went into town so i could speak to college lady (got apooinment tommorow) - went to the hub and there we remained until Nick and Sian randomly appeared. went up to nicks and we (i say we, i mean Joss and Nick) had to get his very heavy bag from Garthdee to the bus staion then to ellon, then up to my house. fun.
Said goodbye to Joss. he hasnt actually left yet - leaves at midnight tonight, and he had college today and i had work so couldnt see him. Didnt cry, which was odd... feel numb and sad at the moment but i think thats cos i know he's still nearby(ish). It'll really hit tommorow - at 9am ill be starting college again and his plane will be taking off.
I think that i am probably really pathetic for being like this - it is only a fortnight. *sigh*
Also Louise leaves for Birmingham on Friday. Im making her a CD at the mo'. so far it contains The Darkness, Lost prophets, The Bloodhound Gang and Ballroom Blitz. Im really gonna miss her.
i think ill give up on this now.
xxxx
Work was boring.
Yesterday was ok. Joss came round early and we watched Sugar rush (the ending wasnt that great after all), and hung out at my house all morning. Smoked some pot - went into town so i could speak to college lady (got apooinment tommorow) - went to the hub and there we remained until Nick and Sian randomly appeared. went up to nicks and we (i say we, i mean Joss and Nick) had to get his very heavy bag from Garthdee to the bus staion then to ellon, then up to my house. fun.
Said goodbye to Joss. he hasnt actually left yet - leaves at midnight tonight, and he had college today and i had work so couldnt see him. Didnt cry, which was odd... feel numb and sad at the moment but i think thats cos i know he's still nearby(ish). It'll really hit tommorow - at 9am ill be starting college again and his plane will be taking off.
I think that i am probably really pathetic for being like this - it is only a fortnight. *sigh*
Also Louise leaves for Birmingham on Friday. Im making her a CD at the mo'. so far it contains The Darkness, Lost prophets, The Bloodhound Gang and Ballroom Blitz. Im really gonna miss her.
i think ill give up on this now.
xxxx