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Everyone does the best they can with what they have. Don't be content with it. Always seek to improve.
Knowledge that blew my doors wide open? Maybe I ought to just be myself. I've been doing the best I can with what I have, and with the people that matter to me. There's a person I think about an awful lot, and I share what's on my mind, but it's not always being heard or taken seriously. Is it a bad time to share it? Or should I just share it anyway and see if it gets heard? DO I have to be careful about what I share, whether I do things publicly or privately, or can I just share it whenever?
Still finding out the answers to those questions. Always will be. One thing I do know is that I'm not content with how good I am and I want to be fucking awesome. What's been stopping me? My perceptions of what's allowed and what isn't. I still don't know about a few of those and I'm gonna test them shortly. Hey, her perceptions of what's allowed with her and what isn't is being tested with me, and I have a lot of respect for that, but guess what? If there are any doubts about what I want to do and what I don't want to do I can simply be asked. I don't have to be experimented on to find out, though I at least acknowledge the fact that it pissed me off in the past, and it's actually a perfectly valid way to find out what someone really thinks of another.
What else has stopped me from being fucking awesome? Laziness? Oh, oh, there's something I can do something about right now. I'm writing this journal now, because it's helping me sort my thoughts and get out what I want to get out and let me discard what I don't want to think. There. Doing something just made me more fucking awesome than I was a few minutes ago.
Damn, that was easy. I wanna do that again. Let's trry some music.... now I can bop my head to writing a journal entry. That's pretty badass, I think. I know! I'll put that as my status message and see what people on my buddy list think of it. Miyagi's usually really honest about how he feels about something even when he conducts experiments. Oh and I just PM'd Wartorn about Zcraft again. I wanna play on that server again even if it's hosted by Miyagi.
Yeah, affecting people in positive ways sure feels fucking badass... I think I'll keep doing that.
Knowledge that blew my doors wide open? Maybe I ought to just be myself. I've been doing the best I can with what I have, and with the people that matter to me. There's a person I think about an awful lot, and I share what's on my mind, but it's not always being heard or taken seriously. Is it a bad time to share it? Or should I just share it anyway and see if it gets heard? DO I have to be careful about what I share, whether I do things publicly or privately, or can I just share it whenever?
Still finding out the answers to those questions. Always will be. One thing I do know is that I'm not content with how good I am and I want to be fucking awesome. What's been stopping me? My perceptions of what's allowed and what isn't. I still don't know about a few of those and I'm gonna test them shortly. Hey, her perceptions of what's allowed with her and what isn't is being tested with me, and I have a lot of respect for that, but guess what? If there are any doubts about what I want to do and what I don't want to do I can simply be asked. I don't have to be experimented on to find out, though I at least acknowledge the fact that it pissed me off in the past, and it's actually a perfectly valid way to find out what someone really thinks of another.
What else has stopped me from being fucking awesome? Laziness? Oh, oh, there's something I can do something about right now. I'm writing this journal now, because it's helping me sort my thoughts and get out what I want to get out and let me discard what I don't want to think. There. Doing something just made me more fucking awesome than I was a few minutes ago.
Damn, that was easy. I wanna do that again. Let's trry some music.... now I can bop my head to writing a journal entry. That's pretty badass, I think. I know! I'll put that as my status message and see what people on my buddy list think of it. Miyagi's usually really honest about how he feels about something even when he conducts experiments. Oh and I just PM'd Wartorn about Zcraft again. I wanna play on that server again even if it's hosted by Miyagi.
Yeah, affecting people in positive ways sure feels fucking badass... I think I'll keep doing that.