Eh...
Not having a good day/week. Been feeling rather bummed out.
Yesterday my family talked about once again, giving the dog away. Dad's on his usual rant as well.
Today was a fine start. Until I got home and laid down, and the cat burst in. I tried to stop her but when I grabbed her, she clawed up my hands. Angry, I yanked her and tried to hold her back, but she just ended up with a torn up face.
I cried like a shit because I wanted to kill her. Bloody nose, bloody lip, bloody hands, and she nearly clawed open one of the large veins on my wrists. The scratch was so close I could see and touch the blue vein.
Later on I wake up from a nap and I see my brother for the first time today. No "How are you?" or "Are you okay?" I don't even think he was told I was hurt. The thing he asks me is...
"Are you going to fix supper? We don't have any pizzas."
I tell him maybe and he walks away to play videogames. Mom says I can depend on family but damn. I think it's only if I'm dying.
Now it hurts to type and draw. It agitates all the scratches.
Yesterday my family talked about once again, giving the dog away. Dad's on his usual rant as well.
Today was a fine start. Until I got home and laid down, and the cat burst in. I tried to stop her but when I grabbed her, she clawed up my hands. Angry, I yanked her and tried to hold her back, but she just ended up with a torn up face.
I cried like a shit because I wanted to kill her. Bloody nose, bloody lip, bloody hands, and she nearly clawed open one of the large veins on my wrists. The scratch was so close I could see and touch the blue vein.
Later on I wake up from a nap and I see my brother for the first time today. No "How are you?" or "Are you okay?" I don't even think he was told I was hurt. The thing he asks me is...
"Are you going to fix supper? We don't have any pizzas."
I tell him maybe and he walks away to play videogames. Mom says I can depend on family but damn. I think it's only if I'm dying.
Now it hurts to type and draw. It agitates all the scratches.