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i have decided to make a change. yeah i know.... it sucks.
im not ever going to another mc donalds shift.
im no longer missing any school.
i am no longer putting my social life before school.
i am cutting down on a few things....
i am going to pick up my act.
i am going to be less negi and judgemental.
on friday night the party was cancelled so i went to cherry and karin and i had an argument about brent. and what he said to me. ofcourse she didnt want to hear what actually happened she has chosen to listen to nic, ben and tristan who have obviously fucked up what i had said... anyway. when i got home i realised that all those boys do is gossip and change stories and try to hurt people. i wonder if they realise it. i used to hear stuff about them that i never believed because i wasnt there to judge. now i know a lot of what i heard was true. which really really really sucks.
emo, jarret, mikey, jess, jamie, tranter, tommy, sana, and others were alll at mine. it was interesting i made toast and tea and went to bed for i was to work at 9am. i was woken up an hour later by beccie. it was a nice suprise. she informed me that others were coming. i thought maybe 3 or 4 people so when i got up to have a cigarette i didnt bother putting clothes on... bad idea. here i am in my pjs with like 18 kids pissing up. ... i was going to go back to sleep but i was convinced to drink my tequilla at 3am. hahaha fuck mc donalds. steve spewed on my doona and carpet. i slept in the garage. everyone was rad. i had a great night.
hmm.... the only other thing i have to talk about is big day out.
i saw four bands.
the donna... who i love. as you all know. i bought a tshirt and met them. oh tori is the cutsest littlest person ever!! and alison is sweet. maya was quiet. didnt meet brett. i am sooo pumped to see them at the corner.
rise against... they were great. but i had a headache and the heat was getting to me so i walked out after about 6 songs.
le tigre... OH MY GOD. much better than i could have ever imagined. thursday will be soooo good!! i bought a tshirt and plan on buying more merch at the show. i have to get off the computer now. i guess ill write more later.
oh wait
hatebreed! were awesome!
i am at school. i had theatre this morn and later am to go to textiles. and the hotel where kathleen is staying. im excited. i cooked up vege burgers for beccie and i this morning with soy cream cheese and vegan bbq sauce, they are to eat for lunch.
we dont have computers in the music room yet (n) i wanted to record beats today for a song idea i came up with last night.
i have a crush on a boy and its bad, i havent liked someone like this since cheyne. it sucks.
hahaha i cant wait to meet cheap sluts.
apparently my film teacher is a lesbian. when i told her my theme for film she was rather excited. two more steps in finding out if she is a lesbian. so far i am convinced. that means ill get a's ahahahaha. im a dick.
i want to hang out with cec again. if only she didnt go to places that are dirrrty and gross with bad people and shit music.