The realization of the real world is finally setting in......
I only told hanner that it was gonna feel weird to make her comfortable but to tell you the truth i'm scared shitless. I dont have a real plan. I may be going to college but even that feels weird to even think about. I sit in front of the computer screen and all i want to do is write. I want my career to be a comic book writer but i'm scared my work would never be accepted into a company. Its just its a huge part of my life. What if I dont make it? what the hell do I do then? How do i even go about trying to get in contact with Joe Q or Dan Didio.
But what about the way I am? how will i get used to not seeing everyone every single day. i almost cried today when my friend Jen said she would miss me. I dont want this to end because I'm not as independent as other people think i am. I live to be around people. i enjoy making them laugh. I enjoy sharing my emotions with people because thats what artists do. Am i just going to lose that element of myself?
I'm just scared right now and all i want is answers.
But what about the way I am? how will i get used to not seeing everyone every single day. i almost cried today when my friend Jen said she would miss me. I dont want this to end because I'm not as independent as other people think i am. I live to be around people. i enjoy making them laugh. I enjoy sharing my emotions with people because thats what artists do. Am i just going to lose that element of myself?
I'm just scared right now and all i want is answers.