!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOOOO
what does any right minded body do when someone they care about goes and fuckses up their life?
NOTHING
YES
maybe....anyway does it matter if the rest of the family doesnt give a shit? Like, person A for example, i cant STAND person A. everytime he/she talks i want to drive a nail through my skull i want to drink so much water i die and simultaneously become accepted to the coolest frat ever. FUCK YOU PERSON A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU THINK YOU GODDAMN KNOW EVERYTHING, WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR SOLUTION TO THE NEXT GODDAMN PROBLEM YOU HYPOCRITICAL PIECE OF SHIT? GO HAVE A GLASS OF WINE AND ICE YOUR ASS FUCKER.
And then person B simply blames him/herself as if THAT solves everything.
ANd then that other person who knows whats wrong because they went through it too. Maybe not the searching for probable cause but the mentality, those feelings.
YES
breaking that glass, shattering it to a billion fucking pieces and glowering in the blood and skin and pain and wonder of it all.
YES THAT IS WHAT THAT OTHER PERSON UNDERSTANDS ABOUT THIS HYPOTHETICAL LOVED ONE.
Replace self mutilation with drugs and its a perfect pair....yes indeed.
So what? depression? violence?
possible outlets = sex sex drugs and don't forget the violence (thanks MM)
clearly someone needs counseling and i think it includes all those people represented by letters and words mentioned above.
just dont send him to the goddamn military, fuck that. cop out "escape". what a waste of life. fuck that shit.
fuck all of it,
you letters don't know, especially you person B.
Im getting those feelings again.