i'm tired. (warning, i'm about to vent)

[dools]

i'm tired. i'm tired of life presenting something good and then ripping it away without reason. i'm tired of idiotic wastes of my time which serve no purpose. i'm tired of being away from my family when i need to be there for them. i'm tired of missing people. i'm tired of feeling like i'm weird simply because i'm different. and i'm tired of getting through the day because i have no other option. i'm just tired.
i want to enjoy life again.

(footnote, sorry for the very negative post.)