irreversible
I haven't felt this sad in a long time. My grandma exclaimed incredulously, "it's just a fish!" But Kappy Kim was more than that... I don't think anyone could truly understand, but he symbolized something greater. And I just feel like I've let myself down. All those people who've helped me clean his bowl (because I was too scared to), helped me feed him while I was away... I've let those people down too. I was so neglectful, too wrapped up in my own life to take the best care of him.
Ever since I left him at home I knew something bad was going to happen. I just felt it in my bones. And watching Garden State this weekend, the scene where Natalie Portman's character had to bury her dead hamster really got to me. (I feel kind of embarassed when I say this) but it made me cry. It was a sign.
I'm sorry you couldnt live to celebrate your first bday. So close yet so far.
Ever since I left him at home I knew something bad was going to happen. I just felt it in my bones. And watching Garden State this weekend, the scene where Natalie Portman's character had to bury her dead hamster really got to me. (I feel kind of embarassed when I say this) but it made me cry. It was a sign.
I'm sorry you couldnt live to celebrate your first bday. So close yet so far.