i didnt make the team. sob sob, have your go at it. now im a soccer player again. euh. and i can surf..blah..etc..yeah. meant to be is gona be meant to be. miss all the vbers. miss things. but i have jake gyllenhaal. right at the right time right? heh heh. mmmmmm
oh yeah p.s. my summer was wasted and kim took over every aspect of it and now its gone i have one less class than i need, two less from that summer. thats three classes that i would have if i didnt do volleyball probably. fuck. yeaaah that sucks. and now i have no vacation booked for my WHOLE family not just me and i couldve gone anywhere. you have no idea. i could be at columbia right now. i could be anywhere. instead kim took over. yeah. thats over. goodbye.
p.p.s. guess what? i beat my best time ever. i got 7:26. heh. wow thatll make me cry. ahhhh im stopping.
p.p.s. im officially anorexic.
Sick and Tired of this world
There's no more air
Trippin' over myself
Goin' nowhere
Waiting
Suffocating
No direction
And I took a dive
And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you
I've been wondering why
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive
'cause on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
Almost fell right through
But I held onto you
I was so afraid
Of going under
But now
The weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no, nothing
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
Down, down, down
You're all I needed
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted
All that I needed
On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you
_______________________i need this^.
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