Jun 21, 2004 13:22
i think i just hate guys. i dont think i ever wana [gona] say i love you to a guy again unless its the fiance that im living with that im gona marry and he is the man i love and am gona love for the gosh damn rest of my life. because that may be the only man i will love. but what if i do this to him? or this does this to myself? what if? and what if i never have a man to love? because i cant. or something? what if linas right? and that man will be the one but i have to fucking stick with not wanting to be with him for like a year before i LOOOOVE HIM lol? what if that? ew that would suck. i dont believe and could never believe that is the one. mm. ill see. im glad to be young. college will be good. and men will come later. i dont care. thatd be so cool omg i cant even imagine how amazing that would be to love that man and then marry him and stuff and omg omgggggg i am like having this fantasy lol and ooooooomg wow. just. wow. just wow. WOW.
ah ah oooh ah ooh ah ah oooh ah ooh... <-that was playin in my head while i was typin that^abovebove shiznitta but noone knows what song that is so HA.
ps i am tryin to listen to FANEETA's[sorry i spell it different than you lol i shall spell it your way now though!]***FANITA WITA's*** CD!! and my puter hasnt got it yet im tryyyyin...lol
well i g2g dowindastayers to have an ix food and that means anne eye bye ah tix. ok? k. theyre call an ix for shortay. shorte. yes. bye bitches. hate ya!