Mar 26, 2007 16:18
So, this week, iono was like a roller coaster of events, or rather emotions...
-Mon. was good normal...I mean it's a monday, not much to expect
-Tues. was a sad mood for me, there wasn't any particular thing that went on that made it really bad, but I was just in this gloomy mood
-Weds. I was in what in my psych class would call it, in power conscious, just everything seemed to get on my nerves. I seemed to be in power, but I didn't want to be...like every little thing I would see my mind just wander and I would start to tense up...didn't like it...didn't like it at all
-Thurs. good day...like I went back to my elementary school, they have their annual auction/or what they call Spaghetti dinner...that's next Sat. I'll see pretty much all my childhood friends, well, some are far away and haven't seen in ages...but hope they'll come out one day. Also, had a real I guess heart felt convo with my dad, it was great, like I guess I'm close with my dad, but I wouldn't talk about how I felt reli to him, that's normally with my mom. He gave me his opinion about college and about my future in general, and pretty much anything...good times
-Fri. normal...had like two tests, so pretty much in security consciousness (psych term)...but one was econ and I really didn't study much, though he did change the test, and like almost the far end always cheat b/c of last sem. tests but the other tests I would still study in anticipation that he would change...but if I did study I think I would have been better off, but next time...since we have a test like every week...I just hope he just let's it go, and not change like our whole grade or anything. At night went to Pleasaton Hotel and saw a murder mystery show and we guess who the killer is. That was fun, no one in the room got the right person, but people still won...
-Sat. nothing out of the usual, pretty chill...meeting in the morning and had horrible cramps...but then just chill the whole day
-Sun. well, church...after church went to Cheesecake Factory with Vicky, Joyce, and Bianca to celebrate Vicky's b-day...we also met up with Effie and Angeline at the restarant even though we beat them, haha we saw them on the way. The whole time Vicky thought I was going to do something...iono cake her or cream her or something, so I played decoy and like she even waited me b/c I forgot my goodies on the table...then we walked outside and *BAM*...we got her!!! haha, then we all smelled like cream til' we found a bathroom in the Stanford mall. haha...yea, then did a lil bit of shopping. Good times good times
Dude, in psych, we are on communication, and he wants us to have a convo with a difficult person...and I picked my brother, but I don't think I can do it. Like all we have are small talks conversations, and iono I kinda want it to be deeper, I don't just want to talk about movies, music, shows all the time. I want to talk to him about feelings and to iono be like brother and sister. I don't know how to start it, I'm thinking to start right off, like no small talk, no lead way...just go b/c if I just small talk then it'll be just that the whole time...pray for me, even if we don't get everything to have some kind of start...