inspired

[dookiediana]

WOW...I mean I really am...I mean or not inspired but a really good feeling that I have not felt in a long time. Like despite the drama that is still going on at home it feels like inside I'm at peace. So, in Trippin' we did an activity and it was really simple...two circles one on the outside one on in the inside. We will face each other, and we cannot talk, and just connect with them, and every 30 sec. the outer circle will move to their right one person. It was awkward the first few people, but after some time it was just so intense, at times I felt like crying but a good cry...like I no longer need to carry around my feelings instead, opening up just released all that. I realize the other person will not judge me or think I'm weird b/c deep inside I felt like they were feeling the same way. They were comfortable around me like I am with them, it was so weird yet so safe at the same time. You realize that you have nothing to hide in that point unless you totally avoid them, and that when you do open up you realize that they are just like you. Everyone has feelings that you are feeling and although we may want to cover it up, deep inside everyone is an emotion or something that is hidden; but you are never alone...other people can and is feeling the same way. But, it's hard to explain the feeling I have right down...it reli is indescribable, you reli have to just be in that situation to know how it feels. *WOO*...

TWO MORE DAYS AND THEN BREAK TIME!!!!