Jun 21, 2005 17:57
summer has gotten much better than it was before.
for the last couple days ive been with cassie . we walked to rite aid to see vinny . danced outside . called the radio . GOT THREW! . has a sleepover . dreams about fried chicken . jumping on eachother ... yeah its been great . thank god i would have died if i did what i was doing before. NOTHING . yeah im cool .
i havent seen jeff in liek a week . and i miss him so much . like ive talked to him but not seen him . ITS GAY . im going to see
if we can hang out on thursday , and doesnt matter where - - prob lakehurst tho . lol bc he wins out little fights over where were hanging out .
gosh . =) so yeah .
i really miss school. i may sound gay but i do miss it . lol like i dont see my friends that much anymore , like theresa , sheena , simone , annie and all them . lolol but annies having a party friday . and of course im going to be there and alll the other girls =) shall be fun . it sucks tho . bc sheena is leaving the day after that party , for brooklyn . so im deff going to be bored. shes going there for like a mouth or something like that. but then she'll be back in august ! soo im deff making her come over my house . lolol . as we talk about friends , steve has been like backstabbing me lately . like i dont know what to call it , but hes telling graeme things i havent said before in my life - - so its making graeme mad at me ... whatever i try to get away from all this and it some how follows me where ever i go . SO anyway . the drama that has been going on is now fading away .. which is a great thing - but i know its soon going to return . it always does and it always sucks . - - i hate being mad at someone , theres no point . like there is but there isnt . being mad at someone is showing them that u didnt really care about u and that persons friendship , always mad meaning not talking most of the time . like what the hell ? when u and ur friends are in a fight u talk it out , and if things dont work out then fuck it . nahh im just kidding then try to make it work out ! dont be mad get glad =) .. oh and by the way this has nothing to do with graeme being mad at me , hes trying to talk to me -
me nicki and kat plan on having a sleepover real sooon . im so happy i love and miss those girlies =) !
tomorrow = beaching it with nicki !
well im offff to find a life. WISH ME LUCK
tata FAGGOT .
i love you jeff ♥