Jun 06, 2005 17:55
i totally forgot to say how school went .
biology / exam thingy
band / graduation music
history / movie
algebra / gay . like always now
rotc / played w. glue =) w. bethany , simone && theresa bc were cool
lunch / sat w. jeff =) , greg sheena jess b. jamie
art / glue . did my hand thingy we have to do, the usual w. angel
english / fun . did nothing really . =) =)
today threw out the day , i was thinking about sheena . like i dont know why but i was and i sorta feel bad for the girl , shes going threw alot and it makes me just want to brust out in tears whenever i think whats going on over at her house . her family is like my family , and my family is like hers . ive never been so close to a person in my life [ sisters ] i dont know like i talk to her about anything and anytime . and i love having a friend who goes threw the some of the same shit . i can talk to my other friends about but its just not the same i dont think they listen and fully know what im talking about , and sometimes it annoys me alot . like me and heather , we cant have a fucking real conversation unless were like having a sleepover, or walking around . and thats fucked up .. graeme i can talk to him but we never really talk unless its with heather or steve . me and steve talk but i dont tell him everything that goes on in my life. and like non of my other friends listen . and it annoys the fucking shit out of me =[ . i offical noticed i dont have a life . after school wanna know what i do ? im either online or on the phone and i hate how its like that , no one lives in holly oaks or atleast around me , but people that i really dont talk to . well my friends do live in holly oaks , some of them atleast but im not like close with them hanging out wise. how fucking gay is that . ugh =[
well, theres alot of drama latley this year being a freshman in highschool . and of course it has to do with girls . girls girls girls , u cant find not one of them who doesnt cause drama, its impossible . even me being a girl can say i have my bitchy times and like start little drama fights but i dont mean to , i guess thats how girls are
my family is so fucked up now that this has happened , a few of u know what im talking about , and few dont and that sucks to be you. like i dont know it changes everything and now im not thinking about it as much as i was before , its really gay .
i guess im done with complainning
talk to ya later
i love jeff = )