George Lucas will die by my hand

May 18, 2005 23:07

Those motherfuckers. I cant believe they ruined it. Star Wars 3 was the shittiest Star Wars i have ever seen. It was the movie i waited for since i was a little kid. I always wanted to see Chewies planet and see how Anakin Becam Darth Vader, and now that i have i want to kill everyone in existance. First of all there was once again no humor. Second of all, the fight scenes were wayyyyy to short and blew a monkeys ass hole. Third of all, General Greivous and Mace Windu both died like chump ass bitchs. Plus they were both only in it for like 10 minutes. Speaking of short Screen time. Chewbacca was only in it for about 30 seconds. The whole battle on Kashyyk, you know, the one that was supposed to be the biggest one ever, well it was only about 24 seconds long. MOTHER FUCKERS! AS for the Charecters, who gives a fuck, no one in the new ones are cool anyways, they are all emotionless cunts. Fuck Star Wars, Fuck George Lucas, and fuck all the losers who think they know more then me about Star Wars.

The fun didnt end there. I came home, tripped and cracked a door with my skull. I am standing there, bleeding from my head, and my mom yells at me for the door. So i left. Went to the only place i feel i am wanted these days. Dustins house. So at Dustins Rob calls me. I told him the movie Sucked and i didnt want to see it again, so i take the tickets back to get mine and Robs Money. On the way some mother fucker cuts me off and drives in the next lane, laughin at me. For too long have i sat back and let people belittle me. But Dustin calmed me down, told me it wasnt worth it. Then i see him cut off a lady in a car with her kids and i saw where he parked his car. Anywho, i got my money back no problem, but i saw all the idiots that dress up to see a movie, THE MOVIE CANT SEE YOUR OUTFITS YOU FUCKING CUNTS! On the way back i pulled into the restaurant where the guy parked his car, and i walked up to it and kicked of his mirror. I just kicked it right off, and i was gonna do more but some guy was looking at me so i took off.

Next comes the only good time of today, just sitting in Jimmy Johns talkin to Rob and Dustin. Mace was working today so i got the best damn Slim 5 i have ever had, cause for some reason when she makes them they are better then when anyone else makes them. She also made me feel better about the big stupid bandaid i had on my head. So we chilled there for over an hour, its our new hang out. We saw some guy fall off his motorcycle and that was priceless, i know he heard me laugh at him. After all that, i said good bye to Mace and took Rob home and then Chilled at Dustins. Something bothered me and Dustin knows what it is, Jimmy Johns, its a double edged sword my friend. But we chilled at his home for a while and then i felt like shit so i came home.

At home i get to get yelled at by my mom again. This time its cause i have no job. Ok, its not like i am not trying goddamnet, Dustin and ZOtt cant find one either. Then she talks about my dad, now aparently everyone can bad mouth him cept me. Which is gay cause what was he to me, he was a cheap bastard that i saw occacionally when i was young. And guess what, he is an even cheaper bastard now. So that goes over real well.

I come home and think about Lindsey. Its not fair, i put up a good front, and i have kinda moved on, but its not real easy for me to just be cool with everything. I keep thinking well if she didnt love me then whats the point, whats the point of even doing something. And how the hell am i supposed to believe anything any girl i date says now. I mean, i know not every girl is like the other, but what the hell. She made me feel like it was always my fault, like i was the one who made her not want to hang out with me. WHich is gay cause the only time we argued was when i was concerned. My Heart was always the only thing that i thought with.I have discussed this with everyone and everyone sides with me. She didnt love me, or have time for me, so i made the right choice. But was it. I cant even talk to anothergirl without feeling like i am hurting lindsey, especially after reading her journal. I have no idea how to feel about anything. I am not trying to be depressing but this is a depressing situation. Everyone gets hurt all the time, so i know other people know how i feel.
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