May 10, 2005 23:43
Well, i broke up with Lindsey. ANd it sucks. I love her soo much and i am gonna keep loving her, even if i am with another girl down the line. I will always have a place for her in my heart. But she just didnt feel the same way and she had other things to do. I wish i knew earlier on that she didnt feel the way i thought she did. It was kinda like i was being dragged on a ride. It sucks and i am gonna have to live with the hurt for a while. Me and her are gonna be friends though, i could never hate her. But it just sucks, and i am the one who thought we should break up. Its for the best though, she can do better then me. And i need someone who will love me like i love them. It hit me when i was only going to see her on saterday in the day. BUt i hope she finds happiness. ANd if she gets hurt i am still gonna be there to help her out.
O well, i am fucking more depressed then i have ever been. I would have gone to school for her and i hate school.
O well i am single, woo hoo i guess. FUck this sucks alot.
On a side note, i just want to say that i have the best friends. I love them and they have helped me through alot. I want to personelly thank Dustin, Steve, Tony, ROb, Krista, and Katrina.