some poetry
heartless without u
i wont smile i wont cry i wont fight i wont fall i wont help wen ur down i wont help wen u call.The sun wont come up im unable to see, alone in the dark ill never be free.Dont u pull me so close jus to push me away,ill never leave u but i dont want to stay.uve taken my heart and left it behind ,how could i have loved u and u be so unkind?.i gave u my everything it wasnt enough,i kno life aint easy but is it always this tough?
failing jigsaw;
our shapes have changed,we no longer go
we said forever,but how could we know?
we do not work,we're whole no more
wats left of us is jus ,a failing jigsaw
the pieces dont fit,and neither do we
we have to let go,we have to be free.
perfection;
did i try too hard?
or were my tires too small?
did i only have you once?
or did I have you at all?
I know i didn't matter,
i was a number on a list,
but that won't stop emotion,
that won't stop me being pissed.
i think i truly loved you,
but you pushed me to the side.
you left me to cry it all out
when i found out you lied.
and it hurts now when i see you,
every second hurts too much,
but i'm just so pathetic
i still tingle at your touch.
and i'm still here waiting
for you to want me, too,
because one day i will be perfect...
perfect just for you
i will let you down;
"What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all...
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here..
If I could start again
A million miles away
I will let you down
I will find a way"