dad
dad is pissed off, as always. i just want to move out and be done with all of this right now. I can't because I have no way to support myself, I'll have no car, I won't live with mom permanently because It'll be worse than being on my own. If I make any money she'll take it or make me use it for her house or groceries that I won't eat. So basically I'm on my own and I can't complain because whoever I complain to either gets so pissed they won't listen anymore, or i just feel bad talking about it with some people.
I just got my car back from the shop, but the things that hold my trunk open are broken, my radio is re-wired and it's extra sloppy and it looks like crap, they stole stuff out of my car, the middle part of my dash is smashed in and dad is on a war path.
I want to cry so bad right now but I can't let it show. If I do, it'll be 10 times worse. I'll just have to deal with it. All I want right now is a big hug and someone to hold me but I won't have that. I know you care but I'm not telling you about this because I don't want to be so depressing to you that you have to dump me to be happy.
I just got my car back from the shop, but the things that hold my trunk open are broken, my radio is re-wired and it's extra sloppy and it looks like crap, they stole stuff out of my car, the middle part of my dash is smashed in and dad is on a war path.
I want to cry so bad right now but I can't let it show. If I do, it'll be 10 times worse. I'll just have to deal with it. All I want right now is a big hug and someone to hold me but I won't have that. I know you care but I'm not telling you about this because I don't want to be so depressing to you that you have to dump me to be happy.