May 24, 2010 20:51
After all this while, I realised that blogs don't serve a purpose as a diary or a daily journal as it should have.not at all. Neither does it keep track of events. No one would possibly use a blog to remember special events because if it was worth rememberance, it'll always be etched at the back of your memory. At least that applies for me.
Well, it actually acts as this virtual being for me to rant to.times when I just need to go on and on without any other being in this world there to interpret your thoughts.well, at other times, it simply acts as this channel to put my feelings and thoughts across to a certain someone or group of people when I just can't put them across verbally. That's a assumption that they'll read one day and yes, that's undeniably dumb.
The day when I stop having reservations about my the way I act around you in the presence of others will be the day I stopped loving you. And that day will come. It's been difficult and painful. Stupidity is of course what catalysed such a complexity. I'm sorry for the way I am.