(where did you go, i miss you so~)
i miss flooding my playlists with emo songs which can last me throughout the whole night.
Life in raffles for the past 5months has been overwhelming. I did some serious reflection and thus the conclusion. I can't exactly say that it sucked, since college life is no doubt very happening with all sorts of activites organised all year round. activities which are held less than occassionally back then in stnicks or will never ever be organised. from concerts to interesting cips to fairs to enrichment programmes happening every week, you just have to choose which ones to attend or be involved in. times when you say 'hail college life'. But of course, it hasn't been smooth sailing. And i guess i'll have to say that it all boils down to the countless decisions i made which decided my path. Well, I took a few wrong turns along the way and I've found myself lost at the junctions or stuck, facing a concrete wall, a dead end at some point of time. U over S is one good example. I've no absolute idea what got into me which made me make that particular decision since it has always been S before U. There's no sense to that decision or sanity in it but i guess i'll just have to live with it. Then there were the unexpected. So much has happened that i think that my character has changed somehow as well and only stnicks can find me my old self back again. Whatever it is, i've learnt to pick myself up from the unexpected on move on quickly. though i haven't learnt how to let go because the hardest part of things is always to let go.
There was rock concert, dance night this week and maria's guitar ensemble concert coming up next. i had aches from jumping non stop and incessant head bobs from rock hahahhaha. dance night was plain awesome, so was the company! it was simply a crazy mad rush last night. taking a train down to bugis to get stuffs for the dancers, cabbing to the UCC with a box of donuts as dinner, taking a bus to whereever we know off and then catching the last train to town for our late night supper in ion(: reached home at 1am plus and there goes another half my weekend.
The next big thing, famine camp and dine in the dark, ciaos.
Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah
All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you, yeah