LJ, are you done being lame now?

Apr 05, 2011 12:19

LIVEJOURNAL, Y U NO WORK?

Seriously though, so curious. What is with this sudden bought of down time?

BUT ANYWAY I HAVE NEWS.

I'm going to start work. Again. Hopefully I don't run away like my last two jobs! \o/ asd;lfsg

For those of you who don't know, I have serious social anxiety and can't even answer a telephone without freaking out. XD; The last two times I've had a job, I've quit within the first week because of the eating anxiety. Well, the first time I ran away and just never came back. Luckily they didn't care enough to question it or anything. >_>;;; And then the second time--lifeguarding at the Kalahari--I notified them, told them I'd come back when they had a different job opening that didn't involve angry mothers who don't want to dress their kids properly, and didn't come back.

But now I am going back, hopefully to housekeeping or laundry. Because, uh, I can totally clean all day, no problem, as long as I don't have to... communicate like a normal human being.

And what will I do with my spoils, you ask? (Because I definitely won't spend it on doing normal things like vacations or shopping.)

Moving out! My brother and his baby mama are going to be moving soon, but they can't afford a place on their own, especially with a daughter on the way, so I've decided to go with them. We've got a few places we have our eye on already. And they look so niiiiiice. The only thing is, I'll have to leave my ferrets and dog behind. ;_; I'll visit them every week. Hopefully this all works out though, because my mother is nice enough on her good days, but... I can't handle the stress that is my house. >__o Everyone yells. All the time.

And I'd never be able to get a job because they'd never help me get into town every day. They'd tell me to buy my own car and get there myself. Problem: HOW DO I BUY A CAR WITH NO MONEY? So, moving out is definitely the better option for starting a life. Seeing as school might not be in my future as I can't even handle buses anymore without having a panic attack. ಠ__ಠ

As for more interesting things: I've been reading all the BL people have suggested and dsf;lfsasf NEVER BEEN MORE FULLFILLED. Especially with Honto Yajuu. Slowly working my way down to the rest of them.

Also started Sekaiichi Hatsukoi. I'm not sure what to think, but I am interested in the manga publishing bit of it. The romance aspect of it? XD; Eh. WHY DO THESE CHARACTERS NOT MIND BEING MOLESTED?

SO, GUYS, HOW WAS YOUR WEEKEND?

social anxiety is a problem as always, life, bbferts

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