calm again
I'm calmer today and have been able to clearly look at the situation. It wasn't like it's a big suprise, I knew that I was always going to have a lot of loans and money was going to be tight, and I still chose to go out of state. Anyway, I'll survive this year. I will find a job. I think I'm going to look at the village and then maybe Target or the mall (thanks Krista). And if that doesn't work, then it's back to the dining halls. And I'm not dropping Pi Phi, not yet anyway. And I'm not taking a year off because then I think I would never go back. I'm also not transferring because when I first started looking at schools, I never even thought about UIC, I just automatically crossed it off my list. It's a good school, but the only really appealing thing about it is that it's downtown, and I have the rest of my life to live downtown, so I'll do that later. And everything will be ok.