why?
hmm wow.. it was been a while folks.. ever since i wrote bout mattie.
hmmm.. today is wednesday.. i hate wednesdays.. they are the worste!!
it is reallly rainy outside.. i dont like it cuz it makes me sleepy and i have stuff i need to do..
i quit my other job i got after schlotzsky's.. i worke at odyShop/Katmandu.. i hated it!
i dont like many gurls... and to work a bunch of them and not have a guy to talk to ABOUT the gurls wasn't cool.. me and gurlie gurls dont relate. but in a little way.. NOT MUCH THO!
ummm.. i started hangin out with "the love of my life" here lately... but as friends.
ive been to his house 2 times this week already. sheesh.
i love that boi... he just makes me so happy and i dunno!! it is indescribable.. i know he isn't perfect but i see him in that light.. i mean i would marry him if he asked me.. he is so perfect.. the loox, the $.. he is so cool too! haha!
anyhow, me and ryan teel have been gettin a little closer as well.. we dont hang out cuz i dont have time but we sure do talk a lot.. at least everynight.. usually from 2-4 hours before i go to bed.. he wears me out.. he is so funny. i dont think i would sleep if i didn't talk to him.
hmm... and wow i have this strange feeling to.. maybe some of you can relate... but.. i feel like i am losing a friend.. i hate that! i dunno what is the problem.. she just started being mean to me all of a sudden.. like she basically told me her mom didn't like me... just outta the blue like almost as if she were insulting me... i mean i can understand why her mom didn't like me for her gettin in trouble with me.. but it wasn't all MY fault.. i didn't even think of the whole idea of sneakin out. i didn't care bout sneakin out.. i didn't even think bout it... man.. and then ok.. there is this guy that we both talk to.. and i found out every other sentence she says is about me... she like teases him for talkin to me.. i dont understand what is goin on.. really i dont.. and she talks bout her, i guess, new friend or friends i dunno like it matters.. like i think she throws it in on purpose to make me jealous.. but i have no time to be jealous nor do i have a reason cuz i have pensacola friends.. so??? that is how i feel.. i feel like a big ? question mark. i just dont wanna get in the way of her new friendships or whatever.... so.. y worry.. just curious i guesss of what I must of done to Her.
and oh gosh this pissed me off! she invited me to a party only to be a designated driver!!!
that was royally fuct up.. i am against people driving drunk.. but my presence will not be used as a DD.. sorry for ya..
I jUST ugh! i feel so weird around her! it makes me angry!! i told people th e story without any names.. and they are like WHAT a BITCH! and i dont wanna think that cuz that is my good friend..but what if that is what she is tryin to do.. i am so confused...
ok i am done talkin about that.. it is really gonna make me angry.
wow it stopped raining! i have to wrok @ powerhouse tonight.. i am lookin forward to it.. this guy that worx there is quite the hottie and is actually sweet.. he calls me a lot! and he has got a BODY!!
man i am gonna go.. i lost my train of thought and i am rambling.. see yall!
BE CAREFUL IT IS WEDNESDAY!!! BUT STILL>> ALWAYS BE CAREFUL
hmmm.. today is wednesday.. i hate wednesdays.. they are the worste!!
it is reallly rainy outside.. i dont like it cuz it makes me sleepy and i have stuff i need to do..
i quit my other job i got after schlotzsky's.. i worke at odyShop/Katmandu.. i hated it!
i dont like many gurls... and to work a bunch of them and not have a guy to talk to ABOUT the gurls wasn't cool.. me and gurlie gurls dont relate. but in a little way.. NOT MUCH THO!
ummm.. i started hangin out with "the love of my life" here lately... but as friends.
ive been to his house 2 times this week already. sheesh.
i love that boi... he just makes me so happy and i dunno!! it is indescribable.. i know he isn't perfect but i see him in that light.. i mean i would marry him if he asked me.. he is so perfect.. the loox, the $.. he is so cool too! haha!
anyhow, me and ryan teel have been gettin a little closer as well.. we dont hang out cuz i dont have time but we sure do talk a lot.. at least everynight.. usually from 2-4 hours before i go to bed.. he wears me out.. he is so funny. i dont think i would sleep if i didn't talk to him.
hmm... and wow i have this strange feeling to.. maybe some of you can relate... but.. i feel like i am losing a friend.. i hate that! i dunno what is the problem.. she just started being mean to me all of a sudden.. like she basically told me her mom didn't like me... just outta the blue like almost as if she were insulting me... i mean i can understand why her mom didn't like me for her gettin in trouble with me.. but it wasn't all MY fault.. i didn't even think of the whole idea of sneakin out. i didn't care bout sneakin out.. i didn't even think bout it... man.. and then ok.. there is this guy that we both talk to.. and i found out every other sentence she says is about me... she like teases him for talkin to me.. i dont understand what is goin on.. really i dont.. and she talks bout her, i guess, new friend or friends i dunno like it matters.. like i think she throws it in on purpose to make me jealous.. but i have no time to be jealous nor do i have a reason cuz i have pensacola friends.. so??? that is how i feel.. i feel like a big ? question mark. i just dont wanna get in the way of her new friendships or whatever.... so.. y worry.. just curious i guesss of what I must of done to Her.
and oh gosh this pissed me off! she invited me to a party only to be a designated driver!!!
that was royally fuct up.. i am against people driving drunk.. but my presence will not be used as a DD.. sorry for ya..
I jUST ugh! i feel so weird around her! it makes me angry!! i told people th e story without any names.. and they are like WHAT a BITCH! and i dont wanna think that cuz that is my good friend..but what if that is what she is tryin to do.. i am so confused...
ok i am done talkin about that.. it is really gonna make me angry.
wow it stopped raining! i have to wrok @ powerhouse tonight.. i am lookin forward to it.. this guy that worx there is quite the hottie and is actually sweet.. he calls me a lot! and he has got a BODY!!
man i am gonna go.. i lost my train of thought and i am rambling.. see yall!
BE CAREFUL IT IS WEDNESDAY!!! BUT STILL>> ALWAYS BE CAREFUL