Sep 27, 2005 05:40
so im actually updating. so since i dont do this often im gunna make this one count.
ok so recently i've lost two of my bestfriends, i dont really know why, probably because were in highschool now, and were all just changing. i love them though and it really hurts sometimes, i really wish i didnt care at all but thats impossible because they are so amazing and i love them so much and i always will.
One of them was my bestfriend, me and her were inseperable, she is one of the coolest people i have ever met, it didnt matter what we were doing it was always fun, and we would always be laughing. for example piercing her ears, rakeing leaves, evacuating bulidings becuase of a bomb threats, dance dance revolution, or just little adventures to the store and back. it was always a blast when we were together. i still love her and i'll never forget all those times we've had.
the other, i cant really say i was really close with her, but i really regret not being close with her now. She has got to be one of the funniest people i have ever met, she always knew how to make people laugh. She never cared whate anyone thought, she just did whatever she wanted, and didnt give a damn. I wish i hod been closer with her, because i know i really missed out, i still love her though.
i knowhings will probably never be the same for us, but maybe one day things will just magically fall into place. i love you guys, and i mean that from the bottom of my heart. i hope one day we can make more memories like the ones we have made in tha past.
i love you Mich-bot, and courtn♥♥&hearts♥
-courtney