Being bored is aweful

[doobob]

DongDong~

The fact that I'm bored doesn't help me to NOT think about this....ehm...thing I started to think about with dazzlingdespair...this horrible thing....and the worst about is...the more I think about it, the more I start to like it...somehow...
I don't wanna T_T~

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[dazzlingdespair]

uwah! I don't want to like this either but it's slowly starting to happen. I can just see Dongwoon being so in awe and respect of his famous, talented hyung & Dongwan being charmed by his sweet, energetic dongsaeng. BUT! Only cute little things between them and...

GAH! MAKE IT STOP! *lololol*

you know if we keep talking about it, it's never going to go away. And then I think poor kohoho's brain will melt. And maybe ours, too. hahaha

[doobob]

iknr T___T~
I can see it..I really can see it...but I don't want to see it...and somehow I'm afraid to dream about it XDDD
why do I have this stupid brain that is always thinking about naughty things...XDD gnaaah~

I know, talking about it doesn't make it better...but you know what? I think you and me are already lost...and I can only hope for my dearest kohohothat she can save herself from this XDD

[dazzlingdespair]

"I can see it..I really can see it...but I don't want to see it"

This. Exactly. How. I. Feel. It's one of those things that no matter how much you don't want to like it there's something about it that sticks to your brain and is like "I'm going to stay right here poking you until you like me". Eventually, we're probably going to hang our heads in shame and give in to it. I'm afraid of when that day comes. *LOL*

RUN, kohoho! RUN! SAVE YOURSELF! AND TAKE INNOCENT LITTLE DONGWOON WITH YOU! SAVE HIM FROM OUR INSANITY! XDDDD

[doobob]

I'm happy that I don't have to go through this alone XDD
but yeah, I can feel how DongDong~ and JunJun and HyeHyun (or PilHyun XDD) and all those other couples are sitting next to me and keep poking me XDD >__< can they stop pls !?!?
I'm afraid of that day when I first start to think about writing a fanfiction about this...because when I'm that far everything is to late XDD ;A;

"run just run guess what it's coming..." was my first thought now XDD

[dazzlingdespair]

These evil evil pairings are very insistent for things we want to go away.
But... maybe we secretly don't want them to go away. O_O How insanely wrong in the head would we have to be?! hahaha

Oh no! I actually was thinking about fanfiction, too! Like, omg what if one day I all of a sudden start writing something with DongDong. I think it may already be too late, way WAAAAAAAAY too late. x_X I've never written KPop fanfiction, though, so I don't want my first one to be something that has traumatized me and my friends. *LOL*

I just started thinking "... You better run run run run run... Run devil devil run run..." *lol*

[doobob]

don't say such scary things, because I'm afraid that might be true~ T__T~ I already think that we must be somehow wrong in our heads because we keep talking about that XDD

omg it can't happen that your first fanfiction has to be a Shinhwa x B2ST fanfiction T_T~ you should write something that isn't that wrong first !!
I've already written a few kpop related stories, I'm not that innocent anymore...but I still don't wanna write DongDong~ or whatever other couples there are XD (kohoho would kill me for DongDong~ ! XD) this can't happen !!!
traumatized...that fits so perfectly ! XDD

they both fit I guess XDD

[dazzlingdespair]

I knooooow~ And it's so weird; all the years that I've been a KPop fan I never once thought of writing KPop fanfic (even though I've written a ton of JRock fanfics) but now I really really want to. I actually even started reading my first ever KPop fanfic. It's weird but also cool. haha

[doobob]

omg it's totally the other way here. I'm into JRock/JPop for so many years now, but I never thought of writing or even reading any smutty fanfictions about any JRock/Jpop artists XD it all started when I was into Kpop and started to like YooSu couple XD but for me it's still weird to ship someone in JRock (I recently read my first JPop related fic, but it was also kinda..weird..I liked it but it was weird XD)
but yeah...I guess we feel the same, only that it's Kpop for you and the Japanese stuff for me XD

omg somehow I was like "Yeah write some DongDong pls!!!" now but recognized how wrong it sounds in the next moment XDD but the no sex rule is fine I guess...at least for the first things you/we write about them XDDD gosh this still sounds so wrong XD

[dazzlingdespair]

hahaha It's the total opposite of each other for us while being the same exact thing. XD

*ROFLMAO* Oh man, oh man, oh man. This is bad. Next thing you know, by the end of the week I'll be all "Here's my first ever KPop fic: Dongwan x Dongwoon DONGDONG dedicated to doobob who matches and feeds my insanity". You're a bad influence. hahaha XD

(or maybe now YoDong? *lolol*)

someone needs to smack some sense into me for sure @_@

[doobob]

yep XDD

omg this would be awesome !!! wait...I didn't say that XD
but let me tell you this...right now and me were talking about the fact that she should write a fanficiton again for me, because she didn't do that for a very long time, and she asked me what kind of fanfiction I wanna have...and I said for real, that I wanna have a DongDong~ fanfiction T____T~ I think I'm already lost...I don't know how far you are but I guess for me everything is to late XD
oh and of course YoDong would be cute as well x3333 T_T~
pfsh I'm not the one who wrote about a Shinhwa-B2ST creamy love sauce !!!! XDDD

I think someone should do that to both of us !! even I don't think that it would help me anymore....;A;

[dazzlingdespair]

*LOLOL* You said it! You said it! You can't take it back! It's right there for all to see! XDDD

*dies* If you make her write you a DongDong fic I think her head might explode. XD Aigoo~ Just wait a bit. I actually really want to write one. *lol* I just need to come to terms with it. hahaha I know I'm lost but I just don't want to admit it yet. XD

I knooooooooow. *hangs head in shame* Me and my big mouth with the creamy love sauce. *lol*

[doobob]

XDD maybe I should delete it XD
but yeah...I think I can't take it back now...I have to live with the fact that I like to pair Shinhwa with B2ST XD

XDD probably yes. but I'm sure I could make her like DongDong~...I can influence her sometimes very well XDD
yay~ I can't wait for your DongDong~ (is it going to be a DongDong? XD) fic x333
of course you are lost...we both are ! XD and we will go to hell for this ! XD