voices in dreams
I've never been good at waiting.. I have patients and I can wait.. but I don't like to. I always need to be doing something to make the time go by otherwise it feels like time is stopped.
So I feel the this semester is going to be better then last semester.. I feel like I actually understand physics for the most part.. shocking.. and all the stress from first semester has eased down a little bit.. I'm kind of excited..
On wednesday I believe.. tara tessa and I went to the brunswick/north royalton game yeah brunswick lost and that was sad.. and tes was funny because she didn't know anything about basketball and she was saying .. box out a lot.. and tara said that this frosh was flirting with her.. and well now the key elements that tessa is gay are given as: she is weird about emma.. she talks about lesbians all the time.. and taras vibe that she gets.. and also that we will be driving a stick shift truck.. hmm.. kind of funny.. but yeah.. so anyway.. after the game we went over emma's house and nick was over of course.. and it was pretty uncomfortable.. but.. tessa needed closure so I said hey why not.. so we went in and they were sitting at the table and tess just kept glaring at emma not saying anything and I was like.. can we talk to you in semi privacy.. and so we went down stairs and it was uncomfortable.. and i was like.. what have you been up to.. blah blah blah.. and tess was like have you been busy blah blah blah.. and tess was totally pissed.. I guess I would be to if my best friend stopped talking to me for 3 months because she was too involved with her boyfriend.. well anyway.. so then tess says.. what happened to you.. emma says.. nick happened... I grab tara and we go upstairs while they duke it out.. after that they came up.. emma was crying you can tell tessa was at one point and we left.. then we went to starbucks.. and yeah.. tessa has her closure.. and I'm glad that it is all said and done because now tessa can't keep asking why.. she has said her peace and now it's over.. and if they because friends ever again.. at least they don't have to get over this barrier again. Yesterday I wasn't really feeling well so I slept most of my day.. it was nice..
My knee however, is really bothering me.. and I'm told its because of the donor site... which.. in order to give me an acl.. they had to construct it by taking apart of my bone. .and tendon and making it into a ligament.. and the donor site is healing.. but you know when you bleed and you get a scab and then when it starts to heal up it starts to shrink and get itchy.. well that is kind of what is happening internally.. except it feels really weird.
OH and.. ! speaking of weird things.. I have really been having all sorts of weird dreams.. and last night in my dream a man's voice said "this is a repeat" and I had a reoccuring dream. how weird.. and I woke up talking.. but I don't remember what I said.. it was really strange though.
So I feel the this semester is going to be better then last semester.. I feel like I actually understand physics for the most part.. shocking.. and all the stress from first semester has eased down a little bit.. I'm kind of excited..
On wednesday I believe.. tara tessa and I went to the brunswick/north royalton game yeah brunswick lost and that was sad.. and tes was funny because she didn't know anything about basketball and she was saying .. box out a lot.. and tara said that this frosh was flirting with her.. and well now the key elements that tessa is gay are given as: she is weird about emma.. she talks about lesbians all the time.. and taras vibe that she gets.. and also that we will be driving a stick shift truck.. hmm.. kind of funny.. but yeah.. so anyway.. after the game we went over emma's house and nick was over of course.. and it was pretty uncomfortable.. but.. tessa needed closure so I said hey why not.. so we went in and they were sitting at the table and tess just kept glaring at emma not saying anything and I was like.. can we talk to you in semi privacy.. and so we went down stairs and it was uncomfortable.. and i was like.. what have you been up to.. blah blah blah.. and tess was like have you been busy blah blah blah.. and tess was totally pissed.. I guess I would be to if my best friend stopped talking to me for 3 months because she was too involved with her boyfriend.. well anyway.. so then tess says.. what happened to you.. emma says.. nick happened... I grab tara and we go upstairs while they duke it out.. after that they came up.. emma was crying you can tell tessa was at one point and we left.. then we went to starbucks.. and yeah.. tessa has her closure.. and I'm glad that it is all said and done because now tessa can't keep asking why.. she has said her peace and now it's over.. and if they because friends ever again.. at least they don't have to get over this barrier again. Yesterday I wasn't really feeling well so I slept most of my day.. it was nice..
My knee however, is really bothering me.. and I'm told its because of the donor site... which.. in order to give me an acl.. they had to construct it by taking apart of my bone. .and tendon and making it into a ligament.. and the donor site is healing.. but you know when you bleed and you get a scab and then when it starts to heal up it starts to shrink and get itchy.. well that is kind of what is happening internally.. except it feels really weird.
OH and.. ! speaking of weird things.. I have really been having all sorts of weird dreams.. and last night in my dream a man's voice said "this is a repeat" and I had a reoccuring dream. how weird.. and I woke up talking.. but I don't remember what I said.. it was really strange though.