Oct 18, 2004 21:01
I haven't been online for awhile.. hmm nothing new has really happened. I'm a gimped bum... yup.. umm.. well tara finally told Laura that she was seeing me.. or something like that.. hmm yeah.. she was mean to my tara but I think everything is going to be fine.. Mmm.. so I went to tara's flag football game.. and laura and lisa(another ex type) were there.. mm great.. lol.. so I called bridget so I had someone to talk to.. I was hoping it wouldn't make me think about being cold soo much.. but yeah tara thinks that I wasn't watching her.. lol.. I'm going next week but bringing a blanket.. if tara wants me to come that is. we are doing really well actually.. I'm quite happy. On saturday.. I woke up at 9 and drove around and bummed around.. I was looking for something for my sister but couldn't find it anywhere. :o(.. then I went to my soccer game... which I was sooooooo cold for. :o( then I went to the mall to warm up and then tara called me and I got her crickets for her lizard or dragon.. which ever.. its a bearded dragon soo.. and then I went to her house and I gave her the heating blanket that I bought her.. :o) I think she liked it.. we shall see.. I think she said it turns off automatically and that made her happy.. then we went to my cousins play.. it was ok.. such is life.. I grabbed tessas butt to get her attention.. it was pretty funny.. then tara and I went out to eat and stopped over her friends house and such and then we came back to my house and she slept over. that was a really nice night.. umm.. sunday she also helped me with my rat trap car.. :o) it finally worked at 8 pm ish.. its good though. friday.. hmm.. oh.. we had a not soo goodness on friday I think.. no.. that was thursday.. on thursday we went to the mall and what not and then it wasn't soo nice.. and then I went to her house and we made up.. and then I went to sheehans with her.. and I'm pretty sure I was buzzed which is pretty interesting considering I don't drink.. but.. anyway.. then I went home when I was feeling fine and such.. :o) :o) :o) then it was friday and.. ... . I didn't see tara.. I actually slept until.. 9ish.. and then I talked to tara and then I went back to sleep... hmmm that is about it... umm.. my mom knows that tara smokes.. and we got into it infront of bethany.. I told her she was done.. mm hmm.. that is pretty much all I can remember about the conversation.... yup.. I'm beginning to realize how serious tara actually is.. I wasn't so such before.. but now its like.. hmm I'm stupid to think otherwise.. especially about a comment she made earlier today.. yup.. I'm done now.