another one bites the dust
so I think nicole is lying to me.. no big deal.. she will learn on her own if she is really messing around with that girl. ah but today I had a very nice day.. on the verge of greatness. I brought tara crickets and food to make tacos... the crickets were for her bearded dragon though, not for tacos. lol we watched lemony snickets and guess who.. both very good.. we just had a very nice and relaxed day together.. and well even though I didn't get it at the time, I got what I wanted, and it was better then it was put out to be. in one week we will have been together for one year.. craziness.. me and relationships don't really work.. I either have poor taste in what I think it right for me and/or I complicate things because that's how I am.. which tara knows that the best I think. her and I still have things to learn about eachother, and we need to chizzle away at certain solid spots that need to loosen up. everything else I'm keeping on the inside because hopefully it will keep my happiness