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I've never been so thankful that the holidays were over. This was my first Christmas and New Year's without family. I've never felt more lonely. A lot of people went out of town, so it's not like I could call anyone; besides, I'd feel like I was imposing.
The worst part was that I didn't have anyone to buy presents for. That was always the best part of the holidays for me; getting something really special for someone and watching them open it. There's no one to do that for now.
At least work's starting back up again. I can spend time there and forget that the only thing I have outside the office is a dark apartment and a cat.
I foresee some long sessions with my doctor very soon.
The worst part was that I didn't have anyone to buy presents for. That was always the best part of the holidays for me; getting something really special for someone and watching them open it. There's no one to do that for now.
At least work's starting back up again. I can spend time there and forget that the only thing I have outside the office is a dark apartment and a cat.
I foresee some long sessions with my doctor very soon.