what is uplifted?

Jun 09, 2005 23:29

what the freakin is going on?! my life is pretty awesome which is pretty awesomeweird. it gets lonely at nights when i could just drive to a particular house and sleep there instead. but honestly... im over with..... everything. i will miss this place. comfort. cozy. you next to meeeeeeee.... doing you know what. nothing. moonlight. i will miss "i love you so much"
but i will not miss that place... that place in history that was essentially highschool and immaturity and ignorance insecurity and dorkfielddayihatemyselfmylifemyworld i will kill myself type of place in history. i wonder how far i can get with a..... done. gone.

i am ready for whatlies ahead. i want a change. i want someone to cuddle with. i want someone to kiss. i think i will become a ...slut? no, not that but i will party. hard. i might get drunk. i might get high. on you. omyfreakinblah.... my life is twirling, and crazy, and what i have always wanted. it is perfect. almost.

i peformed with rachel burgos, elliot wilson, and lauren kochel tonite at the steel city cafe. it was delightful. and then i got a free root bear float.

i do not want to go to svu. i want to stay in philly. mmmerrraang!
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