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how ironic. my computer was wrong for the longest time thinking that last entry was the 24th.... which is today. ironic being because it was blissfully content happy day moment and this, today, is my world crumbling down. i have cried all day. well since 6th period. ive thrown up twice. it physically hurts. i cannot stop crying.
so i guess you want to break up with me. or were planning to. you told people after prom or sometime soon. but why...... we still had the year and summer.... its probably for the best... but i cant stop wanting to be near you. and everyone says youre a jerk, and im beautiful, and i deserve so much more. but why would you end it now... only two periods for that i melted in your arms and we said we loved each other. it was sincere.
i didnt want to end.
it was just yesterday i was talking to my mom how well we fit. and on friday i was telling lauren denys how well we fit. and i just have loved you so hard.
i know we've been having arguements lately. i just dont know what to do with myself. im supposed to write a paper. is this truly the end?
i cannot deal with this.
so i guess you want to break up with me. or were planning to. you told people after prom or sometime soon. but why...... we still had the year and summer.... its probably for the best... but i cant stop wanting to be near you. and everyone says youre a jerk, and im beautiful, and i deserve so much more. but why would you end it now... only two periods for that i melted in your arms and we said we loved each other. it was sincere.
i didnt want to end.
it was just yesterday i was talking to my mom how well we fit. and on friday i was telling lauren denys how well we fit. and i just have loved you so hard.
i know we've been having arguements lately. i just dont know what to do with myself. im supposed to write a paper. is this truly the end?
i cannot deal with this.