and it feels like drowning......
ever feel like its cold and grey when the sun is shinning bright?
feel so alone when you are inside a crowd?
stare at your phone and never recieve a call?
think back to the most meaningful moments of your life...than come to realize its all over now....and you feel empty and lost like you have nowhere to go....
Today i realized i gave everything to get nothing back in return.
A lot of my life i spent giving love sharing my heart but all i got back was a knife in my back... im tired of waiting for something to happen and im also tired of me trying to make something happen.. although it sounds like im giving up its the opposite...i just feel like im fighting a battle that can't be won..and if i do win it would all be for nothing because as we all know..history repeats itself. day after day..week after week..well today isnt getting better and im not too sure about tomorrow..but i can see cloudy skies for miles and miles...where is my sunshine? has it left me forever?
feel so alone when you are inside a crowd?
stare at your phone and never recieve a call?
think back to the most meaningful moments of your life...than come to realize its all over now....and you feel empty and lost like you have nowhere to go....
Today i realized i gave everything to get nothing back in return.
A lot of my life i spent giving love sharing my heart but all i got back was a knife in my back... im tired of waiting for something to happen and im also tired of me trying to make something happen.. although it sounds like im giving up its the opposite...i just feel like im fighting a battle that can't be won..and if i do win it would all be for nothing because as we all know..history repeats itself. day after day..week after week..well today isnt getting better and im not too sure about tomorrow..but i can see cloudy skies for miles and miles...where is my sunshine? has it left me forever?