This has to be it.

[dontthrostones]

He makes me so happy! It's like I forgot about him, but then when I talk to him randomly my heart just melts and I want to see him again, even though I'm sure he knows how I feel....I dont think he REALLLLLY knows. I could talk to him on the phone for days. For me that is crazy..I cant even talk to my mom for 5 minutes without getting bored. I wanna just tell him everything thats going on in my life, and I want him to tell me everything thats goin on in his. I wanna tell him how much I wish I never left, but how much it was the best thing because I cant stand not to have him. I want to see him happy..yet I KNOW he could be happy with me. He was happy with me, everyday. I want to be the reason he lives...since he is already the reason I do. I mean I'm not desperate...and I'm sure as hell not sitting around waiting for him. He IS worth the wait...but he already has what life is about...a family.

Now it's time for me to move on and find my own. I need to find someone who can make me as happy as he did...does...=/.

I need to not talk to him..

cus he makes me do this..become emotional retarded anne...haha

I saw a bum on the ground today hhahaa