Dec 29, 2003 22:28
so its been a while since i updated and i felt that i should do this instead of wasting my time doing hw that i'm going to have to do any..........makes total sense doesnt it.
well i see my new years turning out like every other year tho heather and ashley wanted me to hang out w/ them (but deep down i didnt wanna go cuz i regreted saying the whole thing about drinking..........i dont wanna end up like peter and end up hating myself for doing something that went against myself.
thats pretty much y i didnt push it w/ my mom about going.........i dont think i could've cracked her anyway but i didnt even TRY. i dont wanna become one of those people who does things just to fit in w/ their friends.........i'd rather go out and make new ones than change myself if THAT makes any sense.
lol, i just finished putting in my mood-->exanimate......i dont even know what that MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i dont even know what to post anymore...........i feel like doing a survey but i dont wanna bite off heathers...........i wanna find one of my own for once........
i'm gonna finish my app for northwestern