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wow been a really really long time .. so let me tell u bout myu weekend
FrIDaY
i went to school , then i went went home.. got ready then met up wit kate n haidy at the bowling alley .. it was so much fun ... first we were the loudest ones there... and then we had a stalker lol GO AWAY! then it got all dark cuz it was lazor bowling and all these n-dogs showed up and i swear like the hole damn world was there lmfao ... kate screams IM BLACK .. and there are n-dogs next to us! too funny.. then we saw this major hot guy so we like stalked him around the bowling alley .. and then my dad came and i was like ahh i cant fine my "lip gloss" and haidy was like yeah "lip gloss" so we go back in and stare at the h-dog .. HOT DOG LMFAO! !!!!
Saturday:
saturday i went to the soup kitchen with Mr. Laracy Laur Leana Kate Haidy Erica n Melly -- and my momma (MoMMa Ro!) the soup kitchem seriously changed my life ... it really was such a heart breaking experiance ... i mean seeing all those people ... especially little kids and people who were coming up 8 or 9 times .. and it was so depressing .. i started crying .. im crying just thinkin bout it .. newayz next after that we finished at like 1 .. so we had 2 hours to kill! so we took a drive to Liberty State Park, it was awesome .. FREE WILLY .. lol "We were holding the Statue of liberty" lol umm then after that we went to Mr.LAracy's ... then we went to BK LouNge Lol .. and we all wore hats and some guy took a pic of us it was awesome! ... then every1 went home..... and then at like 6:30 leana and erika and haidy came over.. and we had such an awesome time ..! wOop --- we missed kate and lauren ... kate got lost cuz i gave her the wrong house # lol .. im sorry ... !
Sunday
well lets start off with this is the day.. that ruined my whole weekend ... well i woke up and i was like sick because i ate so much saturday ... candy n crap.. so then eric was supposed to come over so i culd see him .. but nope .. he was to scared of my parents and chickend out and didnt come ... but thats okay .. cuz ill never gues wat happend .. he dumped me .. yup 9 fuckin monthes down the drain ...... !! he hurt me so bad... and its like god... he doesnt even understand!
and like UgGh ... i cant even type because it hurts me so much .... he doesnt know how mad he hurt me.... yeah he says that he does .. but he doesnt ... i loved him <|3
today:
i am going to b dyeing my hair... and i actually am a little bit happier then i was b4... because right now ..im still so upset .. that i dnt even care bout nething..... i havent been eating .. which isnt good.. but i jsut havent been hungry u know..... but thanks to mah BfFl who always make me laugh till i cry lol... laur leana haidy kate n erika <3 bFfL aAf .... so many funny things have happend today .... but i dnt have time to write about them ..
so ill make shure i start writing more.. it really helps ....
"its hard to forget the way i loved you
when all i want to do is remember<3"